ozloya:

..we all have something in common:

brand + conversations = Brandversations.

MOVEDD~! (:

wah today stock take at BHG.
i like stock take the whole storeroom
though it not very big…
but its like kinda deep.
there was like 3 rows of boxes.
had to take out 1 row by 1 row.
climb on the ladder and count and write.
omg. so tirrred!

to think i have to do this again next april…
argggg~

at least my dad paid for my elle magazine.
HAHAS. $9 plus worhx.
uk one was $16.
so i took the cheaper one…  

I’M SO GONNA BUY SIMS 3 (((:
WAHAHAA!
and maybe the high end loft stuff TOO ((:
hahaa yayyyy! 

i’m so excited loh. hahaa
i’m like visiting the sim 3 website everyday. hahaa 

i think i’m having a new phobia.
the fear of being alone.
i always did not like being alone.
but now i fear being alone.
i can’t fall asleep without talk to somebody
until i just lie down and bam. sleep.
or play games, watch videos listen to music ect.
i can’t have quietness.
i am even scared when i lie on my bed at night.
ARG.

sometimes i really forget what 
course i’m actually studying in poly. 
especially now during holidays…
my whole mind is like art art art
drawing drawing drawing…
looking at magazine and only looking at
the clothes design…
never picking up a business magazine to glance.

politics, economics. and what other
boring stuff in business just don’t really interest me.
just art. but art is so broad.
so many things to do in art.
but one thing is for sure…
i really bad at clay modeling…
my hands are too clumsy.
haha.

sometimes i think i’m in a wrong course.
wrong direction… hiax.
but i’m afraid that i step into the designing world…
i have no fresh ideas… and no inspiration.
that i’m just not cut for designing.
and another wrong route.

sometimes what you like and 
what you may be interested in…
may not be what you are good at.
that’s the only thing stopping me.
and of course.. time and money is another 2 factors.


 

First time blogging through my fone.
First time I felt so awoken up by my dream.
Although it’s a dream and not real, it made me realise alot of things.
I’m scared and do not want to dream of these kinds of things again.
But thankful that I had this dream today.
I would usually write down the whole story of my dream when it is still so clear in my head. When I can still remeber all the small little details like what the surrounding was like and the clothes I wore…
But not this time. I don’t even wish to tell anyone about the whole dream…
Bits and pieces i will reveal.
I just feel that it’s already too much for me to replay the whole dream in my head.
Much less writing it out or telling someone about it.

I have been unable to sleep since I woken up from my dream at about 5am.

Today is the day that God. Gave his life for us on the cross. To wash away all our sins. And on Sunday, he would rise again. Amen! Praise the Lord. (:

getting a headache from smelling too much thinner.
it was not  on purpose…
i was trying to mix some thinner with my clay
and make it liquid.
left the liquid clay on my table and
kept smelling it indirectly.
now headache. argg.

hate thinner! 

my 18th birthday.
long way to go but.
is should start thinking about it early. 
18 is a big number.
worth to have a big celebration, a party?
and not just a birthday dinner at some posh restraunt?

if i have a party, i doubt anybody would come.
the worst part. i’ll be the one planning it.
there would be no surprise awaiting for me.

i always dreamed of a surprise birthday party.
and having like celebrities performing…
huge huge parties like those on TV.
ect. my sweet sixteen.
those girls are just so lucky.
SIXTEEN. and the get BMWs. WOW.
i spent my 16th birthday studying for O’s.
that was the highlight of that year. 

so far, of all the parties i’ve planned.
i think they turned out pretty much a disaster.
except for the latest one.
which was kinda of a gathering… of my close friends.
to start with… there was very little people.
second. there were people would could not make it.
and people who left after a few hours.
not blaming anyone. 
its just difficult to find a timing
where the whole group of people are free.
and don’t have to be somewhere else.

my first birthday cake bought by my friends
was last year. my 17th birthday. (:
i was so touched. so happy.
they lied to me to were going to draw money to pay for the food.
and ended up buying a cake.
how sweet of them
and we hardly knew each other for a year.
they were my poly friends and that time
we were only finishing our 1st semester together…

so happy to have high/wild/crazy friends like them. (:

this is a stupid question. its not possible to only watch ONE tv show. haha

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